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xjalliex's Journal
Below are the 21 most recent journal entries.
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2005.06.13 18.53
Just for fun
Mood:  all good
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2005.06.06 19.28
Liars arrghhhh
Fucking Die.
Don't leave a comment.
I hate you.
Fucking weirdos
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2005.06.05 23.40
Last person who...
1. Slept in your bed: myself
2. Saw you cry: Everyone who was at Trafalgar on Friday
3. Made you cry: In my dream I couldn't help anyone and everyone pushed me away so I cried, I blame you all.
4. You went to the movies with: I don't do the cinema sorry. Im just too restless
5. You went to the mall with: People from school probably, repping the Exchange no doubbbbbbt
6. One thing you could take back: Hm nothing, everything happens for a reason - Maybe pouring water all over Lindsey but it was fun so no worries!
Have You Ever...
1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: Damn right i have
2. Gotten in a fight with your pet: When I used to have fish we fought all the time .. they wouldnt share there food man.
3. Been to California: Nu uh
4. Been to Mexico: Nope
5. Been to China: Nah
6. Been to Canada: No I would love too though
7. Been to Europe: Fuck yea
8. Danced naked: Most probably ... sounds like a Sallie thing to do
9. Wished you were the opposite sex: Damn right, everytime i need to pee in public, they've only gotta whip it out ... women have to suffer too much.
Right Now...
1. Do you have a crush on someone: Hell yea I do
2. What book are you reading now: AS-Level Biology the CGP one, ah the jokes in there are quite funny
3. Worst feeling in the world: Lonelyness
4. Future kids names: I have no idea
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Not anymore I used to sleep with my duck Snuggles. He's bootiful
6. What's under your bed: Letters from people, books, Old stuff that doesnt get used.
7. Favorite sport to watch: I'm getting back into football, I can't believe it lol.
8. Location: at the moment? My bedroom
9. Piercings/Tattoos: Two stretched lobes 10mm, and lip
10. Do you drink: Oh yes i do.
11. What are you most scared of: Losing people I love
12. Where do you want to get married: I don't know. Somewhere with just a few people I think, maybe somewhere hot. I want the priest to say now you may sex the bride .. instead of kiss, it would be amusing, but that would never happen so i'll shut the hell up.
13. Who do you really hate: o0o0o I dont hate often there are a random few I could name ... but i don't want to.
14. Do you have a job: MARKS AND SPENCERS ... COME THE FUCK ON, and remember it's not just food, it's M&S food god damn it
15. Do you like being around people: I love it. I hate being alone.
16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Oh hell yes many times.
17. Have you ever cried: Thats really stupid. Shut the hell up questionnaire, everyones cried you wank. 1
8. Are you lonely right now: Nope not really
19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: It's not a song ... it's a line from School Of Rock ... 'What Kind of a sick school is this .. *rips down the paper off the wall' .. omg it makes me laugh so much... even to myself
Have you ever...
1. Been in love: yes
2. Played strip poker: no, i have not. That wouldn't be enjoyable for anyone
3. Gotten beaten up: Nope got close so many times though. I'm just getting really mouthy these days it needs to be put to an end i tell you.
4. Pulled an all nighter: Yea I have .. but not in ages though .. normally im too wasted to stay awake and fall asleep anyways. I do try i do.
5. Been on radio/tv: I was on the last scene when pink was at trl <3 lmao no one could see me but i recorded it and froze the screen and saw me, it was amaze. Also I went to see a recording of a Rolf Harris animal show and was in the audience. Wayhay. And i was in a picture in Kerrang once when I went to the Game On Festival thing in 2003. But that doesnt count
6. Been in a mosh-pit: Yes yes yes
7. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: Yes I actually have many
In the last 24 Hours have you...
1. Cried: Yea when I woke up from my sad dream I was crying
2. Bought something: Nu uh I've been home all day
3. Gotten sick: Noppppe
4. Sang: Oh hell yes - who doesn't sing to themselves in a whole day? that would be odd.
5. Been kissed: By my brother .. on the cheek i hasten to add.
6. Had sex: Nope
7. Felt stupid: Yes for not revising for Biology .. cos i am an official bum.
8. Talked to an ex: Wouldn't consider them an ex ...
9. Missed someone: Yuhuh
10. Hugged someone: My brother =D
Mood:  Bed now
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2005.06.05 13.40
Antelopes?
Jeebus christ. It's been an awesome week, but i definately need to cut down drinking.
Tuesday : Trafalgar with Celeste, Christine, Keira and Sinead. Absolutely wasted, light and cone stealing, washing macDs toilets, finding somehwere to piss, *terrible* - police pouring away last beer *tear*, meeting Tom and Mike who are koooooool men man.
Picture:
Wednesday: Emmas Bday BBQ... Omg such a great evening - I freaking loved it, again - overly wasted, Moshing in mud, mass amounts of alcohol, Firewater, food, Water fights, creating a band named 'Ethiopian Carve Stone' or maybe not as it isnt very ethical hm, and heeeeliummmm.
Picture:
Thursday: Recovered, Worked ... made this ... through boredom
Picture:
FRIDAYYYY: Trafalgar again with many many people. Too drunk. I cried. I broke my glasses. I broke my headphones. I fell over many times. Massive bruises. Graze on chin. Big scary black man touched my vagina. Filmed by perves whilst dancing. On the other hand it was still bloody hilarious pure rain so under shelter creating entertainment for everyone with my bag, Monster rampaging, stealing and just having pure jokes.
Picture: We are monsters ... not scene .. thanks.
xx
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2005.05.31 15.41
Ouch
Damn right, im in so much pain. Basically on Saturday I bought some 10mm's for my ears. They're extremely pretty plugs with nautical stars on them. Thing was, i was drunk when i bought them, and it didnt hit me till much later that i actually spent 40 quid on them. My ears were at 8mm at the time. Soon realized the ends of the ones I had bought were 12mm. Still in my drunken haze, feeling i had just wasted 40 quid i decide to literally squeeze them into my ear. It was the most painful.stupid.fucked up stretch i've done.
Up 4 sizes in a day - thats fucked up. Keira was watching me describing it as a baby coming out of a vagina, and when it had been done she said i looked like i 'had been shot in the ears'. Joyful Joyful.
But it's all good, cos although there sore, they will soon look sexual.
Its been a hilarious half term so far. Yes, including me running around with my trousers by my ankles at trafalgar square, sushi fights, washing the walls in mcDs with there washing appliances, musical bags, girls aloud, gay men, blood, etc etc heres a few peeeeeektures
Relief after ear stretching
Girls aloud
Friday drunks ... We look like retards
Can you say WASTED
Theres many others but i can't be arsed x
Mood:  WICKEDOOODAA
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2005.05.25 16.56
I just electricuted myself with a lighter. Yea I did.
Hm so i thought I havent updated this thing in ages, and whilst i'm meant to be revising psychology ... or learning the whole years work in a night ... i decided to update. Interesting eh?
Jeebus, its been crazy mad the last few weeks. Mostly filled, with getting drunk, doing stupid things *love bites is all i have to say*, doing spider dances, working and attempting to revise. The last bit just hasnt happened and i'm failing this year as i have mentioned many times.
But it's okay, me and Neil came up with a genius idea. I'm gonna work full time at marks and spencers for two years and save bare money, and Neils gonna rock out at Homebase full time and raise some funds. Might do a couple of courses and stuff in college. Then when we have enough money we're gonna open an amazing record shop in Camden, buy a flat and be wickedly amazing and kool.
So yea thats great isnt it. Hmmmm.
Got Psychology tomorrow. 3 Fucking Hours. I know literally nothing. Crazyness.
So
plans
for
this
week ...
Friday: Going out to Trafalgar square and getting drunk. Its our new hang out, cos we are actually *amaze*
Saturday: Working, and meal with Rosies grandad... we're having a date ... it's his 85th birthday ... mmmm mature
Sunday: Yay Amazzzzzzzzing Liverpool Dan is coming to see me, and we're going to Camden, and Stef from Jerseys coming over and i'm meeting up with Laura who I havent seen in years and Gemma. Its gonna be a wicked kool day.
Thennnnnnnn in the eveeeeeeeeening, whilst totttttttalllllllllly wasted, i am so totally going to see Girls Aloud with Lucy and her cousin. Im so excited. Its gonna be a bit sexual i think. Oh yea.
Ah you know what I did today ? No? Alright I'll tell you, I bit my nails like hardcore bad, then I ate a kebab *im so lady-like* then the spicy sauce got onto my fingers and they've been stinging like crazy ever since. I'm getting an odd sensation from typing right now. o0o0o err
I'm off now but heres a present
bu bye xxx
Mood:  im koooooool
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2005.04.27 13.28
Part one of Busted Fanfic by Sallie and Nuha
It was a hot summer afternoon, walking along the beach in Marbaya. Kate and Leanne could feel all the guys eyes on them. Walking around in their daze, they stumbled across three gorgeous guys. One had sexual eyebrows, one had large eyebrows, and the other just had one. They didn’t know it but they were just about to embark on the greatest adventure of their lives.
It wasn’t long before they were all snogging passionately.
‘Bitty mummy’, screamed James.
Charlie stared at him. ‘I can’t this moment James, I’m busy kissing Kate all over her sweet, supple breasts that remind me of the dunes of Africa, where I trekked for 2 days and one night in search of the perfect woman, and you know what James? I’ve fucking found her DUDDEEEE.’
Meanwhile, Leanne was being seduced by Matt. His eyebrows were wiggling against her naked body, and she could feel the breeze from the sea on her bellybutton.
‘I’ve never met a more beautiful, generous woman in my life,’ proclaimed Matt
Before she knew it, Matt had his largest erection ever. It made him look like a tripod, on which Leanne could rest her camera ;-).
It wasn’t long until they were making sweet, sweet love, birds were singing, children were playing, breasts were swinging and all within 10 minutes within meeting each other.
‘I never realized how big your penis was … its so large like a thick sausage … spicy sausage!’ exclaimed Leanne.
‘Dude, did you know sausage in German, is bratwurst? I have very large bratwurst yea! Ready to eat.’ Leanne always knew Matt was full of knowledge.
She placed her finger on his lips ‘Sh!’ she whispered, its time for us to make sandcastles… remember Matt, Killer whales are members of the scientific family of toothed whales called Delphinidae, the dolphin family. The killer whale is the largest member of the dolphin family…. Okay? Is that kewl .. dude?! Eh eh eh’.
By this time she hadn’t realized that Matt Jay had turned a terrible blue colour, almost matching the aqua blue of his tight squelching Speedos.
‘Matt? MATT!’ She paused, not knowing what to do. MR Cameron runs by … on his regular work out. ‘What you up to gurlllllfriend?’
Mood:  thats me right thurr
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2005.04.26 14.11
wow im kool
Mood:  devious, cos keira said
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2005.04.22 17.09
well hello thurr ...
Sooooo yea, i'm chilling at Lindseys whilst she prances around in her towel I was told to update my LJ. Tom's just gone to get a haircut, he is an official legend, oh yea.
Been a bit pants the last few days, yesterday I didn't go school and randomly kept crying all day, and the night before that I was the same. I was told by my mum that I should go speak to the doctor, yet again. Or even better a councillor apparently. Hmmm But yea now my parentals are all worried about me which is gay cos I don't need to be another problem in the house.
Tonight I'm looking forward to muchos beer drinking.
Busted officially rock my bum. Yet James's fake american pisses me off but makes me laugh at the same time. I'm listening to 'A Ticket For Everyone'at the mo, i is that hardcore bruv.
Today me and Nuha wrote a fan fic for a Matt Jay fan page. It's so funny, when it's finished i'll be sure to post it on here.
Muchos beer drinking tonight, the joooooyyyy.
x
Mood:  funkay
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2005.04.20 16.57
Willies!
Today was kooooooool. Went to a sociology conference for like an hour, then left ... went camden ... then came bk to mine for a bit with Lucy and Sarah, and they watched my old home videos when i was little. Such jokes I tell you. I was such a kool dancer ... ask them. Plus I looked like a boy when I was about 9 ... it has to be seen to be believed... Seriously.
Last night I had the biggest Busted fest, and i loved it. I haven't listened to them in so long - and they got me excited.
Blah I dunno what to write about. I'm well looking forward to the weekend. Can't be arsed with school tomorrow, and I have to go work in the evening, gah! The incredible gayness.
Friday shall be kool - bare drinkage fo shizzle ma wizzle.
Hm I have a gay virus on my computer called the Trojan Horse but it won't let me delete the file its in. So i'm fucked really. I so need a new computer. Mines shite.
I suppose i must go for my dinner, which is caeser salad. I mean what is with my house. We never have any food anymore. I've had damn salad the last four nights. Its yummy, but I fancy a change god dammit.
Nevermind eh. Yes ... I also have loads of work to do for school cos i'm basically failing all my subjects, except Media. Sucks hardcore I tell you. Last resort is college next year and i really don't wanna do that. So I best start working my arse off!
x
Mood:  rocking out with my cock out
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2005.04.19 12.03
I'm upset.
MCR ... Friday ... Reading
I'm not there - Aunts wedding
I'm upset.
Mood:  Gr
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2005.04.15 14.30
Download grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Right ... here we go. Although Reading have fucking awesome acts lined up this year ... the Download festival line-up looks so much more appealing to wee Sallie's eyes. With bands such as MCR, The Used, Finch, Underoath arrrrrrghhh and many more. I'm just quite upset at the mo cos i want me a ticket for Download too. But i have no money. How gaaaaaayyyy. Well anyways, short update for now. I'll update more interesting stuff soon, i just had to get this off of my chest.
<3 x.
Mood:  im a terrorist
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2005.04.11 18.15
Hm
Erm i'm bored and and and i don't like many things right now. I'm in one of my phases when i feel like poo when i'm on my own and I hate it. It happens every so often. Dunno whyyyyyyyy I suck. My depressive nature gah .. damn me.
I hate school with a burning passion and want to hurt it so bad. The only thing that makes me wanna stay is my friends, cos i dunno what i'd do without seeing them everyday, and it makes me feel shitty that i'll have to deal with that either the end of this year or next year. It's so shite.
Hm HelloGoodbye just came on my playlist, they make me happy ... Nintendo music yes yes.
Blah still not happy. So yea today we had a Media mock, that was joyful - 2 hours long and I was so restless, i kept laughing at stuff randomly like a retard. I'm gonna die in the real bastard exam.
I need to get drunk again ... I'm an alcoholic and I don't give a fuck. I'm well looking forward to Reading. It's so exciting.
Today I got told that MCR are turning into chav music just like The Killers did. That anoyed me muchly. I suppose they have kinda sold out to the industry but bothered I still <3 them, and just because more people like them now i'm not gonna stop ... thats such gayness why would you do that ...why. So many do though. Upsets me.
Anyways dunno what else to moan about... I'll moan again later maybe
xx <3 x
Mood:  blah
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2005.04.10 19.53
Friday, I got so utterly fucked at Rorys party. It was such a good night, and i now have the large Spongebob cardboard cut out in my room and I <3 it. I had to fight Neil for it on the dance floor, but was most definately worth it. Oh yes oh yes.
I saw MCR yesterday and they made me cream my pants. I was so tired cos i got in from Rorys at 2, didnt sleep till about 3... had to wake up at 8.30 to get to the Astoria for 9 ... was madness i tell thee! But Keira, Christine, Celeste, Michael and in the end Lindsey and Eleanor, made the time pass well quick. I was soooooo hungover and couldn't eat anything which really wasn't good!
I love them so much, and even though it was a short gig it was fucking awesome. Nowhere near the Islington standards, but twas still wicked.
Then went back to Cels, then went to Never Heard Of It, which was a really kool gig even though i knew none of there stuff AND I LOOKED LIKE SHIT! omg, i'm so never going to two gigs in one day ever again ... My hair was disgusting, it made me feel ill. I looked like the butchest lesbian in the world ewwwwwwwwwwwwww, I was so dirty and sweaty ... urgh maaaaaaan. I was well tired though by then and was fit to pass out.
Then got the train home and i was moaning about the most random things .. everything was making me so angry ... and thats where i'm left now! In my angry state of mind.
Crazy shit. I think too deeply about stuff. I think that's my problem ...
Anyyyyyyyywayyyyyysssss I'm a wanker yes indeed.
xxx <3.
Mood:  my neck and body aches
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2005.04.07 23.40
Tiredddddddnessss
Im so tired, why am I watching Boy George on The Friday Night Project, on a Thursday night ... it all makes no sense.
Fucking well excited for the weekend to come, the drunkeness is just calling my name so loudly, party tomorrow night then mcr and nhoi on Sat, *spasms*.
Ah had a really shite evening though, found out the gay lord Nad and her friends who hate me are all gonna be at the party tomorrow. I have the joy of filthy looks to look forward too, although it'll still be wicked cos i'll be fucking legless, and there will be too many legends there for me too even care.
Shite heads! I hate people like them fucking 'I'm so Emo i cut my arms cos im so kool! And cryyyyy when i hear the beautiful sound of music, it's all so emotional ahhhh' They need to shut the fuck up. I mean the whole emo-ness scene is well kool, the style is sexum and the music is just the sex. I looked like an emo boy after getting caught in the rain yesterday and i told Lindsey and she found it rather funny. But yes, the whole following the trend of having an 'Emo' personality is just gay! Why be something that your not, it frustrates me a large amount but yea, i'll get over it, *ahem* whaaaaaaaaaat?
That was a large rant about something really random. Nobody actually cares but i know what i mean ... because i'm THAT kool.
So yes, *puts on music* ... i'm still shitting bored, i've come to the conclusion after just reading what i've written, that i'm a knob and swear too much. I also decided today that i smoke too much and it costs me too much money. BUT i don't give a fuck so I don''t even know why I brought it up ... whats wrongggggggg with me maaaaaaaaaaaaan ....
I'm going ... before i talk even more shit!
Farewell and Goodnight
....... Shits
<3 x.
Mood: Cream Crackered
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2005.04.06 18.25
Ahhhhhhhh .. so fucking bored, yet have my Biology Coursework Evaluation to do, oh the fucking deep joy! Listening to Fall Out Boy and they turn me on ... well ... they don't but they are very enjoyable. Today was pretty shite. Me and Jindzi were rudely interupted by the fire alarm in our free period whilst on the computer and listening to moosic, someone had burnt toast in our common room releasing a dirty smell and causing the whole shool to be evacuated because of the crayzay fire alarm. Twas terrible i tell thee. But was an excuse to get out i suppose because there was other mad films being played with bhangra beats, and girls talking about it innnnnnnnnit blud! Was a bit scary yes... erm ... My Chem in 3 days <3 fucking yes. Best live bannnnnnnnnnnndddddddd well one of the best.
Boredness
Update soon
♥♥♥
Mood: i enjoy bouncing
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2005.04.06 15.20
AND I KNOW YOU DONT TALK SHIIIIIIIIIIIT ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
People in this room scare me ... :'( *tear* ... but Frank is sexum so i don't care
Mood: Smelly
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2005.04.06 14.52
booooooo ya
Wow, so this is all new to me! =0 ... this crazy blogness is madness! So yea don't no what to say, but i'm in a free period at school with Lindsey and shes being a gay homo and filling hers in so i thought i'd make one for myself oh yes. I LOVE BINS! Anyways ... ahem, well excited for the MCR gigs on Saturday, was considering selling my evening ticket cos i have to go with knob heads, but i think i'll just go on my own. Never Heard Of It are playing in Camden that night too but blah. How can i give up MCR ... twill be my 5th time seeing them. Orgasmic Frank and Gerard <333 ... and i'm going with Jindzi, Eleanor, Keira, Christine, Celeste and Michael ... how can that be bad! Bare drunkeness at the weekend bruv! Well looking forward to that also POW! ... well I shall leave this for now and update again soon.
Muchos love <3 ♥ x.
Mood:  Give me beer!
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